While the Eclipse & New Moon are over we are still being bathed in their energies.
What people are experiencing is really all over the place. The week I have found myself quite sad, sadder than I have been in a long time. So much came up, even the loss of my father 15 years prior and other things I thought I had made peace with. The thoughts would rise unbidden and bubble out in such a tremendous rush. With each thought and subsequent release I felt like a path was being dusted off, one I laid for myself so long ago. With each thought that came up for my attention, deeper connections and understanding came into focus. So many ah ha moments. It was the rare glimpse of the bigger picture.
Yet in between those moments I felt lost, uninterested and a flat effect emotionally. Sitting back and observing this was just mind boggling. The only time I felt perfectly fine was when I was working with clients, it put me back in the space of connection with source. It also highlighted that when I was not working, I was not in alignment with source and my highest purpose.
Yesterday in conversation with my highest aspect I shared that I felt off, uncertain of my direction, and next steps. She explained to me that many are feeling this way. The eclipse energies are designed to pull up much to be cleared but when combined with New Moon energies it helps to push us forward. Leaps as large as we can handle in this moment. When this happens we may think that we are all on board and are completely excited, but that there can be resistance. For each of us, regardless of where we are in this process it is a leap into the unknown. We can think we know what is coming by talking with others and comparing notes, but the truth is – this journey is ours and ours alone. We instinctively know this and there can be anxiety about the next step.
The more I sat with this I realized that through all my personal changes, my relationship with my spouse and children have remained steady. That even though I had major health and financial issues that were the catalyst for my awakening; I have been waiting for the other shoe to drop. My undoing was my becoming and a part of me feared what was going to happen when I take this next leap to become more. Pure and simple I had fear which is the opposite of trust. As I breathed and cried through this epiphany, I knew that the knowledge of the fear was its undoing. It was this fear that kept me out of alignment, feeling sad and quite lost. So I chose to trust, to remember how spirit has always, always, always had my back. I chose to see how even the things that were hard and terrible on the surface were in fact in my highest good. I even venture to say they were the best things that ever happened in terms of soul growth and deep lasting change.
If you have been feeling as I have, then take some time and ask yourself what fears are you holding deep inside. Where is there resistance against the changes that are taking place in our mind, body and spirit? Fear has been ingrained in us from the moment we entered into the 3D experience. It’s so normal that we often don’t see it for what it is. It takes deep introspection and observation to see it. Sometimes I can see the fear I have held modeled for me by others. By observing I can see how far I have come and also work that still needs done on my beliefs and thoughts. The awareness of fear within, is its undoing as once we are aware we can change.
Physically, I and many others have required so much sleep. I have been putting myself to bed right after I get my youngest down. Dreams are very active right now and it’s a way to receive great information on what you need to be aware of or to let go. Massive upgrades are taking place during the day and night. These can wear the body out and make it ache all over. Some are experiencing the lower limb pain, hips, lower back and knees. Others are feeling it in the upper shoulders and neck. Many are feeling pressure in the sinus, temples, teeth, and jaws. With the cranium expansion there can be earaches and sinus drainage as things shift within. I’m also hearing that quite a few are experiencing colds that settle in the lungs. The lungs are where we hold emotions, particularly grief. Allow yourself to feel all that needs to be felt, honor it and let it go. Rest, clean water, vitamin D (I was guided to take 10,000 IUC a day), and magnesium are needed. I found that the pill form of magnesium just didn’t cut it, I wasn’t absorbing properly. I am now using CALM, but heard that liquid magnesium is great as well.
Eclipse energies can continue to work for days prior and days after the actual event. From here we are heading into the Spring Solstice and a Lunar eclipse. All of these are pushing us to dig up all that no longer serves and start new. It really is an intense month. Be very aware of your self talk, don’t beat yourself up for how you feel physically or mentally.
The veil is very, very thin and many are feeling the presence of other dimensions and realities. Visual flashes are common as timelines blend and merge. An example would be seeing a bird fly briefly in front of you but then seemingly disappear. It can get quite interesting!
I have received phone calls and emails from people who are concerned because spiritual activity has really picked up in their house. Here are some techniques to help you take control of your space:
- When you feel, hear or see beings in your home call on Archangel Michael if you are worried or uncomfortable. Visualize white light, the brightest you can imagine covering every inch of your home, into every corner and declare that all beings that are not helpful and compassionate spirits leave.
- Smudge your home with white sage while opening the windows in each room and declaring that all beings that are not helpful and compassionate leave.
- Put sea salt all the way around your house, creating a circle, making sure that where you started meets with where you end. Visualize a protective bubble coming up from the salt ring and surrounding your home. Declare that only helpful and compassionate beings may enter this protective shield. Doing this on a full moon magnifies the power.
- Understand that if we do this and we still feel, see or hear a presence it could be there to help awaken you to abilities. Don’t go into fear, trust that it is all in your highest good. Realize what filters you have and how they affect everything you do. My nephew was seeing his guide, but to him it looked like the girl off the movie Grudge. I worked with him and he was able to see past this fear and see her for the shinning soul she was. If you feel fear, stop, take a deep breath and ask that your heart chakra open fully and that all filters you have move aside. Then reassess the situation. Could the one you have been sensing be a guide to help you grow and open?
I am sending you much love as we go through this amazing time! Thank you to all who share this work. It is very appreciated.
**As with all information we receive regarding the ascension process, discernment is necessary. If you read or hear something and it does not resonate, simply let it go and find what makes your soul say YES! **